What I have to say about it in February of 2008

Jumping out of one anxiety in to another
Going to bed unfulfilled and waking up out of boost
What do we do when there’s no cure?
Sabotage sure is annoying, lying is boring
Not to sound like I complain but I can’t believe
All the things placebo can sustain
What can I say I’m never grown up enough
To not be shocked by how life it sucks
And what ever people tend to say
The fact is they have their own lives
Just look at them and laugh discreetly
It’s so cool to be you and me after all

You don’t wanna know the only reason that I abstain
You don’t wanna know the only reason that I go for it
You don’t wanna know the reason why I stick around
You don’t wanna know the reason why I smile day after day

Waking up after a nightmare in to real life
Going to bed hoping the dreams will be there at least
We’d do anything for some medicine
Murder, mislead and even sell out our friends
Not to sound like I know but can’t help it
It’s that I want to when circumstances get me that way
Guess I’m too childish to urge my self
When life keeps you tight in a shelf
All the advice people tend to give
The fact is they have chaos of their own
So just look at them and laugh discreetly
It’s lonely to be you and me after all