Feels like paradox

Everything seems to just change for the worse now
What changes for the better comes with more bad shit
Things that should change just stay the same
And things that should remain seem to just go away

But hey oh hey at least I’m trying
Though it seems I am the only one
Ok ok you don’t see me dying
But that’s how it feels like to me

Everyone seems to just care for themselves
What caring there is it comes with negotiation
Where there should be love there is a black hole
And where there should be hate there’s Stockholm syndrome

But hey oh hey at least I’m trying
Though it seems all I do is stay away
Ok ok you don’t see me feeling
But that’s where I pose a question my self

But hey oh hey at least I’m trying
Though it seems all I do is stay away
Ok ok you don’t see me dying
But that’s how it feels like to me